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February 18 火车上...此刻正在K22列车的加2车厢,现在停在恒阳,QB老家。 坐道里就坐了我一个人,鼾声此起彼伏的。刚才只有一处单调重复,这会儿有来了一个声部,此消彼长... 桂林的亲人们啊,我闪了 北京的朋友们啊,我回了 天,又末有米粉吃了... 呵呵,不过走之前又胜立了一把 Time to leave the stop Back on rail 三首不错的歌New soul by Yael Naim
我最喜欢这首,很轻松,明快
1234 by Feist
富于变化,也挺有味道的
Music Is My Hot Hot Sex by CSS
呵呵,闹了点
Left for more than one year今天回到曾经的live space,细细瞧了瞧,最后一期是2006-12-5。
一年多了,很多东西不是几篇日志可以记录的......
PS:发现照片被删了不少 December 15 不再与依然有时候,很想找以前的那种感觉,很无畏。
洗澡的时候,我捂着耳朵,水声隆隆,让我想起了雨声.......
我从前一向不带伞的,下起雨来,便在雨中狂欢起来,湿透了全身才回家
夜里在没人的街道上狂奔...
越来越发现,我真得很傻,不是一般的傻
想起之前安慰朋友拿得起放得下,可到了我这又怎样呢?
还是做不到啊。
很多过程是不可逆的,是回不到原先的状态的。
有时候跳进了圈子想跳出来可就不容易了,或者说我就更本没打算出来...
生活是有惯性的。
但当我做出决定摆脱它时,就没想过要回来。 November 30 today今天洗澡,一个人去的,心情不太好,脑子里一片空白。水自上而下,经过我的身体,感觉被水帘覆盖,进入了另一个世界。我总算能静下来好好想想了。我开始反思,我到底是怎么了。学习,工作,生活,没有一样成功的,越想越觉得自己失败。不过我相信情绪进入低谷不是什么坏事,当你走出来的时候会变得更成熟的。我应该多静下来,像这样想想自己的状态,明确前面要走的路。
对了,生活中有很多要注意的细节是不能省的。
PS:今天因为心情不好,对某人吝惜了我的微笑,虽然你不认识我,但我还是要在这里向你说声SORRY
以后不再吝惜微笑 Thanks for HXX's appreciation. Thanks for Max Canary's coffee. I would like to show my appreciation sincerely to all my friends. November 26 Life is an attitudeI'll always remember that life is an attitude.
And
There is no way to happiness.
Happiness is the way.
PS:Rember that I have another nice dream last night.
Too sweet to forget. November 20 never been to me书里说起希腊,提到了《碧海蓝天》这个电影,有机会找来看看。
希腊=蓝与白的交幻,大海,蓝天
诗人这样形容飘忽不定的爱情:
像希腊一样遥远,青山一样渺茫.
听听I've never been to me,她饱含感情讲述了天堂般的回忆。
I've never been to me
Charlene (Ken Kirsch / Ronald Miller) Hey lady, you, lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you I've been to Georgia and California, anywhere I could run Took the hand of a preachman and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces Because I had to be free I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me Please lady, please, lady, don't just walk away Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived a million lies I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece While I sipped champagne on a yacht I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings And I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see I've been to paradise But I've never been to me (spoken) Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie A fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be But you know what truth is? It's that little baby you're holding, And it's that man you fought with this morning, the same one you're going to make love with tonight That's truth, that's love Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete But I, I took the sweet life And never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that cost too much to be free Hey lady, I've been to paradise But I've never been to me October 30 SongI just have run into this poem.
I can feel it ,so i like it.
You are like the fast wind that
blows across the surface of the ocean. And all the drams you have are always engulfed in infinite rays of sunlight. I don’t want to see you with your back turned to me like you are right now. Heading toward the future… both your wings ware broken… …and yet you hide your pain from me. Softly…
Let me wipe all your tears away. Softly… Let me hold you in my embrace. Softly… Let me comfort you in my arms because I want you to be at peace. I’ll give you…
I’ll give you… Even if you rest your wings now, the dreams that you see now will not end… I’ll give you…
I’ll give you… If you have a heart that believes, I’m sure it will be of help to you… I’ll give you my love lullaby…
I just remember the fist sentence:It's like the wind. October 01 昨夜风起昨夜,风起,甚凉,甚爽。
一路走来,旁边的一行树沙沙作响,仿佛在倾诉
I know,I know
Here you are In the wind I can always tell it
听风,舞剑,我第一次体验到这样的美妙。 与自我,与自然,与生活的对话...... September 21 rhythm节奏似乎有些快,有点控制不了的感觉。
不过还好,我强迫自己慢慢静下来。弦绷久了会断的。 晚饭过后去散了会儿步,看看周围的人仿佛和他们不在一个世界,他们在生活很是惬意。
9.20
坚持练剑,修心养性。我总能get through的。 September 07 中招了1被点名的人
蔷薇藤 *赖黎*GZ angle OLDWOOD 流氓zhu ReLaX
2 你的名字
holman 3 年龄
没算过86.11.24到现在过了多久了,只知道这个值在不断增加 4 职业 学生但绝对不够专业 5 兴趣 那就相当广泛了,搞不好某天某地某人就成为我的兴趣 6 喜欢的异型类型 对我感兴趣的 7 特长 我头发比较短 8 有没有什么证书
把我拿去,绝对比证书管用 9 有烦恼的事情吗 谁没点烦心事儿啊,不过那不是生活的全部 10 喜欢和讨厌的事情 喜欢有事儿做,讨厌无所事事。 11 对你爱的人说一句话
能靠近点吗?我有话和你说,然后咬着她耳朵说三个字。 12 请介绍你要传下去的那5个人 蔷薇藤:网上认识的用575的MM,早天把心碎的标志给换了。 *赖黎*GZ angle:赖黎,好久不见,了解吓。 OLDWOOD:网上的兄弟阿。过来,俺给你点个烟。 流氓zhu:朱啊,猪,说你什么好啊。 ReLaX:reduce your weight and you will be cleverer. 13 用一种动物来比喻传问卷给你的人 兔子(走路跳啊跳的,白) 14 用一种颜色来比喻传问卷给你的人 灰(喜欢黑色但皮肤太白,就中和一下吧) 15 用一种食物来比喻传问卷给你的人(....) 酸辣炒面 16 用颜色来比喻前面接棒的人,前面有显示 红色,粉色,蓝色,灰色,橙色 没日没夜唉,习惯真不好,什么事儿都堆到最后。 虽说我很讲效率,但发现要到了最后关头才能爆发。 原来我的效率是逼处来的,压力就在这个时候化成动力。 睡眠还是那么奢侈。 怎么回事儿?不知道为什么,最近中文听力发生了严重障碍。这种事情以前倒也发生过,有一次记得很清楚,是在奶奶家。一个叫高成全的来拜访,因为是上海话,我听成老虎钳。这类的笑话不知道出了多少,看来以后我听不清楚就算了,不说罢了,免得闹笑话。 August 18 梦又做梦了。
关于梦的内容嘛,好像是大学校园。 我一直很想知道,站在我身旁的那个人是谁,真的。 已经不记得上次做梦是什么时候的事儿了。 但我知道梦对我来说绝对是奢侈品,所以想着要留下个印迹。 August 12 真的当一个人觉得在事实面前很无力的时候,便注定要被生活的惯性驱使。
你有魄力站出来吗? 用生活的惯性来解释也许讲的通,姑且就这么认为吧。 我想想罢了,有些东西是不方便说的。
今天和一个网友聊起来,听着她的遭遇,让我联想起很多。为她的魄力所折服,确实让我欣赏。
想起一句话,“莽撞,可能使你后悔一阵子;怯懦,却可能使你一辈子后悔”。 我开始相信理智的冲动一说了。 记住,我信奉的是不破不立的哲学。管他呢,让别人说去吧。
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